#30 worried

my internet is off doe to a fucking bad service at my new internet & phone company and my best friend is in mental trouble. deep shit.
i am worried whats gonna happen.

chris got in touch but we never managed to get together. he stopped working as attonery and won't be over to europe any more... fair enough, it had me realise that hes not even getting close enough to me for me to care.

My "boyfriend" bart isnt able to keep up any contact and currently in treatment in california to get his leg fixed. I am not even really pissed off with him. he will be the lonely one not me- ppl are actually able to keep up with me.

My dad promised to come over when i had moved in, 2 weeks after school started. now its the third week after the school start and he says its gonna be the end of the month , which is another further 3 weeks. What ever good reasons for this delaying he might have, its the story of our relationship really to have this sort of ... not being able to depend. sometimes more sometimes less. But since i came back from england he didnt think it was neccessary for him to come and visit me here in frankfurt. Cheers dad.

school sucks. I am really glad i found friends though. and I am pleased to know i am one of the best in the class eventhough that doesnt really mean anything as 90% of the chicks there are plain daft.

I hope to be able to start blogging again. this was suposed to be a continous thing and i just dropped at some point when my life got all exciting with school and moving out and stuff...

only for you guys to know... I am fine, I love my flat, I hope I'll survive school!!!

Mom and me are getting along rather well. I help her with a lot of stuff nd she screams and moans at me a lot- still i enjoy being around her lately. especially as its only sunday , our "visiting day".

Not much else up. In 2 weeks i should have internet @home again... i hope.
SEE YA!!!