that was sooooo out of order! so you don't think you wanna go to "one of the most northliest countries in the EU during x-mas time", yes? Amazing. because its the only time i got time to spare. Because i have been asking you to come and visit me since i started moving ABROAD FIVE F-ING YEARS AGO. Because , hey, I love a single dad and see him with his kids every day, someone who cares ****loads about family and their well being, someone who worries about their future and hopes the best for them. Someone filled with pride and love whenever he sees his children regardless of how difficult the situation might be.
You are not one of those dads?! You are one of the dads who don't give a birds dollop about their child once they don't live under the same roof with you anymore? someone who will not call to say happy birthday because he is on holiday in tuscany, while the birthday child is working as usual? you are not one of those who want to keep track of the progress in life of their children, want to see how , where and with whom they live, what they see and do every day? you are not one of those, heh?
Poor you. You are missing out!
My mother taught me that you cannot change someone else, you can only change your attitude towards what upsets you. Okay.
I will have to let you go as a father. you are someone who is too busy with himself to notice when you are needed. Truly needed. And with all the love I have for you I will now nurture myself, my own dreams and hopes, because wasting it would be a shame.
