#27 Big changes, small changes, changes, changes

Elena shaved her hair off, I had a fall out with Chris and I acutally still have my massage therapy going.
Got the massages against my tense shoulder, its hightly interesting. Thw massage therapist is a real sweet and funny woman, very warm, pretty and young. We get along quite well.
Chris is pissed off because he told me something personal and I said it was boring. Yep, my stupid mouth again, it wasn't actually that boring, no fucking clue why I said that. Its really sad, i like him and he doesn't even reply to my mails. The weird thing is that I think afte appologising and being sorry there is no point in being pissed off with me for much longer, instread, shouldn't he talk to me and put me straight instead of being an ice cube? I miss him a lot. Feels shit like it is right now.
So proud of Elena, since she shaved her hair off... I am well impressed th her braveness and she looks great.
I'm a bit down because I don't like to fight and I want Chris to talk to me again though I know I am gonna have to be patient. And maybe een that won't be worth the time, depending how big his pride is.
Sorry for not writing for so long- I am buzy lately and I didn't fell like writing sometimes. Later xxx