
<<I worry
I weigh three times my body
I worry
I throw my fear around
But this morning
There's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain>>
But then there is clarity. I see this day as something very special. You know what happened? They made my logo which I designed for work the main logo for all SWAC teams world wide. It will be at the bottom of every email sent by one of our representatives. It will be on posters and merchandise. Oh my god.
When I used to lie about myself, and the things I did I felt it was easier if I tried to make it minor lies. I would never have lied about something as massive as this. What an achievement for wee old me!!! Fucking 22. So Proud.
After the quarrel with my dad I sort of feel like I don't need to prove anything anymore. I am fine just where and how I am.
Recently finding myself obsessed with cupcakes. Need go and buy baking stuff. Need start taking part in contest for worlds cheesiest cupcake. Soon!
And then I am getting my internet home on Wednesday! Finally! I'll finally be able to read about what i want to read about, to inquire and to research at any time I want again.
Had a lovely evening yesterday with Dave. I am on the right path. Just let me walk it. It's my life.
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