TIIA

You are beauty and you are more than can be decribed with words. I wanted to kiss you, softly, give you all you ever wanted from a woman, I wanted to make your everything alright. You are so much like me. Like we found, two oaks, the same bark, the same wood, the same tree, just different leafs. If you are so much like me, how could I go on hating myself for being myself. And how could I accept you disliking yourself when you can hold me dear in your thoughts for ever. I just let the words flow torwards you. You said being around me is like being wrapped in a comforting blanket? This blanket will never slide off your shoulders, may you be alone, or not. I will be there, for ever remembering I first loved the person, not the gender. You are beauty, you are whole and I could never forgive myself self hate again, knowing that you have seen your reflection in my eyes. Four hours? Three? I have never loved anyone like I have loved you before, and I never will ever have a moment like this again. One of a kind, so alike , so different. I wish I could shut up, I think you have that thought sometimes too... But you know its us. We will not be silenced and if our heart wants to speak it will be heared. So hear me, and listen closely. Nothing in the world has ever changed me as much as this has. A few hours with you. You evil good good evil.
Nothing I can put into words how thankful I am, how blessed i feel, how much i want you to be rewarded like the goodness you are ------ now I am a happy WHOLE of me. The hole in half of me is now filled by you.